Okay, third post? Or fourth? of the day? =\ Yeah man, I feel so lazy to talk these days but I just can’t help it to keep typing non-stop. Weird… =\ Sigh. Sianz… But I just need to rant out somewhere!!!!!!!!! Cuz it’s really frustrating to see your own money keep disappearing, and then you will keep [...]

Wow. I know TVXQ sings damn awesome-ly, even during live performances but this… totally rocks my world. I swear I can feel my heart trembling when I watched this. Seriously, this is damn awesome performance. The more I watch this, the more I believe TVXQ belongs to the stage. It’s actually quite an accidental chance to watch this video, [...]

Woots. I am fangirling over and over again. But this time… a girl band, BENNIE K. BENNIE K is a J-Urban female duo that consists of rapper CICO and vocalist YUKI, who both love American hip-hop music. They met while YUKI was in Los Angeles undergoing voice training. They made their debut in January, 2001 with [...]

Bad day - Daniel Powter Now I remember how I get to know this song and love it… It’s him. =) And I really love the way this MV is being filmed, very detailed and organized yet very arty farty. ^^ I think it’s really damn gorgeous, especially the graphics part. Okay, maybe I am a arty [...]

I saw this post on spazzes@wordpress (OMG, I SIMPLY LOVE SPAZZES!!!! ALWAYS SO UPDATED AND FOREVER HAVE FREAKING GOOD STUFF TO SHARE!!!!)… and I totally love Junsu’s family!!! It’s just “Oh my freaking goodness, why are they all so talented???” XD Even though I am feeling kinda weird to see video of Junsu in his house/someone’s house… [...]

Okay, I don’t feel like talking about the awkwardness these days so I am going to spam my blog with YOGA!!! XD MWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I didn’t really listen to his album despite it has been in my iTunes for quite some weeks, but after listening to his live 残酷月光 at KXLL, I AM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO HIS [...]

Hmmmmmm… I think people will be very pissed off with me after reading this entry. =\ It’s impossible to force me to talk when I don’t want to, because I will just simply keep quiet and let the atmosphere to be awkward to death. =\ That’s probably one of my ways to get people to shut [...]

Can’t stop listening to Sodagreen’s songs now… Oh gosh. I always have this weird syndrome when I want to listen to songs, I just keep playing it non-stop on my laptop and then I will start to glare at it and don’t know where to surf as I am always online watching videos instead of looking [...]

Haha. I feel so lazy to blog about this, but yeah… here I am with the late update. ^^||| WOOTS!!! Finally got most of the pictures from dears. Hahaha… =P Actually we went for overnight kbox during the first sunday of my 2 weeks break (which is NOT a break at all)!!! XD It’s uber crazy that [...]

想了很久，情绪也平静了许久，还是决定写这篇文。 可能有些人会觉得我不该写这些东西，但是有些事情我觉得还是要说清楚一点好。虽然我不知道哪个谁会看到我这篇文，又下了什么结论；也或许有一天我会后悔写这些东西，但是我还是要说。 其实我脾气也没多好，我妈甚至认为我的坏脾气总有一天会害死我自己，所以请不要认为我是个有多好的人。因为我也非——常——讨——厌，甚至厌——恶——被说成是个大好人似的。 我——根——本——没——那——个——意——愿——当。 以前，总会不赞成 XY 所常说的 “人性本恶”，但如今⋯⋯我亦是如此。 当我的忍耐到了极限⋯⋯或者是说，某些人做了某些事情触及到了我的地雷，那我只能说声”对不起“，因为我无法再用以往笑容甚至是包容去面对这些人。在我的字典里，“灰色地带” 从来都不曾占有过我的整个世界。我无法假惺惺地还和不喜欢的人装成像好朋友一样，对不起， 我从来都不适合演戏，更何况这是我的世界、我的真实。 这样的关系也只剩下了尴尬和难堪。 交朋友本来就是以心交心的关系，我并不认为它有多复杂、多难懂。如果是朋友，尽管有什么不满也只会私下和他说一下，而不会背地里捅刀。而当自己对那人有过多不满时，我早已认为那样根本不算什么友情了。所以一直不明白为何会有一种人，能背地里在说他人（也就是他口中的 “朋友”）的坏话／难听的话后，还能笑嘻嘻地在那可怜的 “朋友” 面前装亲密。而那友人还傻傻的，被蒙在鼓里。不仅在这人被众人唾弃时，挺身帮腔、说尽好话，而且还把这人当成里头最最要好的 “朋友”！ 你说，气不气人？！ 那种想说出他的真面目的冲动和不能说的理智不停地在我脑中拔河，剩下的我只能暗自生气、不服。 而我最最不能明白的就是，这个人为何会认为我是 ”好人“，而一直粘着我和另个朋友？好笑的是，他为何不会认为他这些虚伪会让我极度厌恶，而继续在我面前大肆地贬低别人、说他人的不是？ 骂句脏话：靠北啦！ 如果我是好人，这世界上大概也找不到坏人了吧？！有够白目！ 讨厌明明不亲近的人和我装亲密。 讨厌在别人背后捅刀，却还可以和那人装朋友。 讨厌在现实生活中还需要演戏，装疯卖傻。 真的无法容忍了⋯⋯恕我也无法假装没事下去了。 或许有些人这辈子也只仅只是君子之交（淡如水）罢了。 各位小朋友也不要天真了，这世界根本没有所谓的好人！ 天生如此，何必改变。