Today had SNW and CATS. SNW - our trainer didn’t come =( so the other trainer took over for this week. Completely didn’t really enjoyed the session cause this trainer who took over our lesson this week isn’t really one who knows how to enjoy humour and laughter. It is like he took gym workouts so [...]

I went to check up on The Chronicles of Narnia on Wikipedia. And the ending (I am refering to the last book, The Last Battle) really gave me a saddened heart honestly. I have the whole series; well sort of the whole series, I am missing the first book “The Magician’s Nephew”, so I just read [...]

I found this paragraph from Val’s blog: I have been chatting with many buddhist friends recently and the talk ended up being rather spiritual haha. it’s quite astonishing to find out how much they detest Christians, especially when the really staunch and fervent ones start evangelising. They tell me Christians think highly of themselves and dislike the [...]

Tutorials is just a nicer and sweeter name for homework =) Well, I’m not going to whine or complain about homework or tutorials, but yeah I am doing it now. Recently this week has been really emotional for me. I honestly have no idea if I am under a lot of stress, but sudden tears were [...]

Went to church with mum and dad, and we arrived late. Now, I know we all get late sometimes, but I just have this thing about getting late. Not sure why, but I hate being late. The church was already in its worship segment, so I felt really bad that I was like kinda crashing [...]

i try my best. i do my best. and now i leave it all in the hands of the Lord and i shall take a rest i read this quote from a schoolmate’s blog. and wow. this quote is really encouraging. it is so apt to be a motto of life now. and true, i try [...]

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i hate it when my mum saw me cry. she was so helpless, and i was so trapped. so limited. paralysed. why cant you get out of my life? why did you give me h**l? why cant i live a normal life? i cant run on the roads anymore thanks to you. why do you even exist? why am i in tears? why [...]

 dear you, im going to cry. i cant believe i wrote those things during the darkest times of my life. really, was it me who typed those posts? i need time to heal cause im scared that the dark history will become a future event again. i really wish i didnt look at my archives. thank you, that im still able to walk. [...]

i thought i was able to get over it. apparently i havent gotten over it. i hate it. i hate myself. no, i love myself, i hate my body. sarah chatting with me about what cca to join. so while she was talking about sp’s ccas, i went to check out np’s list of ccas. i really wish i can be in [...]