School - god

happy =)

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 10:21:30 +0000

Today had SNW and CATS. SNW - our trainer didn’t come =( so the other trainer took over for this week. Completely didn’t really enjoyed the session cause this trainer who took over our lesson this week isn’t really one who knows how to enjoy humour and laughter. It is like he took gym workouts so [...]

a bittersweet feeling in me.

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:28:55 +0000

I went to check up on The Chronicles of Narnia on Wikipedia. And the ending (I am refering to the last book, The Last Battle) really gave me a saddened heart honestly. I have the whole series; well sort of the whole series, I am missing the first book “The Magician’s Nephew”, so I just read [...]

troubled.

Sun, 04 May 2008 09:30:58 +0000

I found this paragraph from Val’s blog: I have been chatting with many buddhist friends recently and the talk ended up being rather spiritual haha. it’s quite astonishing to find out how much they detest Christians, especially when the really staunch and fervent ones start evangelising. They tell me Christians think highly of themselves and dislike the [...]

tutorials make the world go round =)

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 05:25:06 +0000

Tutorials is just a nicer and sweeter name for homework =) Well, I’m not going to whine or complain about homework or tutorials, but yeah I am doing it now. Recently this week has been really emotional for me. I honestly have no idea if I am under a lot of stress, but sudden tears were [...]

spiritual & retail therapy. now is online-gaming therapy.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 07:37:42 +0000

Went to church with mum and dad, and we arrived late. Now, I know we all get late sometimes, but I just have this thing about getting late. Not sure why, but I hate being late. The church was already in its worship segment, so I felt really bad that I was like kinda crashing [...]

my best and God’s doing the rest.

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 17:39:30 +0000

i try my best. i do my best. and now i leave it all in the hands of the Lord and i shall take a rest i read this quote from a schoolmate’s blog. and wow. this quote is really encouraging. it is so apt to be a motto of life now. and true, i try [...]

Protected: odi et amo lemma

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 10:28:34 +0000

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why are you here?

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 17:56:41 +0000

i hate it when my mum saw me cry. she was so helpless, and i was so trapped. so limited. paralysed. why cant you get out of my life? why did you give me h**l? why cant i live a normal life? i cant run on the roads anymore thanks to you. why do you even exist? why am i in tears? why [...]

my chicken soup for myself

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 09:18:03 +0000

dear you, im going to cry. i cant believe i wrote those things during the darkest times of my life. really, was it me who typed those posts? i need time to heal cause im scared that the dark history will become a future event again. i really wish i didnt look at my archives. thank you, that im still able to walk. [...]

thats why im feeling x.x again.

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 16:36:28 +0000

i thought i was able to get over it. apparently i havent gotten over it. i hate it. i hate myself. no, i love myself, i hate my body. sarah chatting with me about what cca to join. so while she was talking about sp’s ccas, i went to check out np’s list of ccas. i really wish i can be in [...]

ngee ann poly here i come :D

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 09:37:49 +0000

currently the song in my head is : more to life by stacie orrico. hmm. mum woke up at 4am, cause she was more nervous than me regarding the posting results. then at 6.30 or 6.45am, the sms came. [so much for releasing the results at the said time : 8am] i went into ngee ann poly, [...]

Quiz

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:20:47 +0000

This project/challenge was taken from “FriendlyAtheist.com“. Why do you not believe in God? Do you believe that just by believing in me, you will never go hungry or thirsty? Same theory. Where do your morals come from? Remember your primary school civics and moral education. All the Socrates teachings I read plays a decent part. What is the meaning of [...]

Me

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 13:12:46 +0000

An extraterrestrial decided to land near my place.It stabbed me with a needle.Squeezed the syringe dry, that injection hurts. Now, I’m affected by a ruinous disease. Symptoms include jealously, discrimination, anger, frustration and a lust for women ,popularity and money. Greed is in my veins, I’m frustrated. I’m angry, I’m jealous. Over something I don’t fucking [...]