“Let thy child’s first lesson be obedience, and the second may be what thou wilt.” Abiding the rules of Zen and keeping myself in the chains of religion and philosophy have done me no good. Apart from making me accept the fact of how things are done, why peas are placed on my dinner plate instead [...]

I glance out, the window frosted. I peer down, it’s twelve stories. A direct plunge to the ground, if head first, you’ll most likely die a second faster. I reach out ,to feel the wind and the gush of blood to my head. I feel the wind sweep against my hair, just like how they [...]

Stay still, not even a slightest sonance. Ready your arms, fingers apart. Fidget, but stay still. Hush, listen to the leaves rustling. Hush, listen to the flapping cloth swaggering about. You wager a drink on the middle. He’s silent, steady, not even a faint jitteriness within. Stay still, stay steady. You pray. He leaves his soul [...]

Thorns, the excruciating pain they excite. Thrill, the excruciating fun they pierce. Tension, the broken asunder they tear apart. Time, the reason I can never finish this.     I don’t even have time for a game of minesweeper. 

Everyone hates, despises me. Everyone dislikes me. I’m self-hating. Their expression of scorn. Silence: The perfect expression of scorn. Just terrifies me.

An extraterrestrial decided to land near my place.It stabbed me with a needle.Squeezed the syringe dry, that injection hurts. Now, I’m affected by a ruinous disease. Symptoms include jealously, discrimination, anger, frustration and a lust for women ,popularity and money. Greed is in my veins, I’m frustrated. I’m angry, I’m jealous. Over something I don’t fucking [...]