Okay, third post? Or fourth? of the day? =\ Yeah man, I feel so lazy to talk these days but I just can’t help it to keep typing non-stop. Weird… =\ Sigh. Sianz… But I just need to rant out somewhere!!!!!!!!! Cuz it’s really frustrating to see your own money keep disappearing, and then you will keep [...]

Hmmmmmm… I think people will be very pissed off with me after reading this entry. =\ It’s impossible to force me to talk when I don’t want to, because I will just simply keep quiet and let the atmosphere to be awkward to death. =\ That’s probably one of my ways to get people to shut [...]

Can’t stop listening to Sodagreen’s songs now… Oh gosh. I always have this weird syndrome when I want to listen to songs, I just keep playing it non-stop on my laptop and then I will start to glare at it and don’t know where to surf as I am always online watching videos instead of looking [...]

Haha. I feel so lazy to blog about this, but yeah… here I am with the late update. ^^||| WOOTS!!! Finally got most of the pictures from dears. Hahaha… =P Actually we went for overnight kbox during the first sunday of my 2 weeks break (which is NOT a break at all)!!! XD It’s uber crazy that [...]

想了很久，情绪也平静了许久，还是决定写这篇文。 可能有些人会觉得我不该写这些东西，但是有些事情我觉得还是要说清楚一点好。虽然我不知道哪个谁会看到我这篇文，又下了什么结论；也或许有一天我会后悔写这些东西，但是我还是要说。 其实我脾气也没多好，我妈甚至认为我的坏脾气总有一天会害死我自己，所以请不要认为我是个有多好的人。因为我也非——常——讨——厌，甚至厌——恶——被说成是个大好人似的。 我——根——本——没——那——个——意——愿——当。 以前，总会不赞成 XY 所常说的 “人性本恶”，但如今⋯⋯我亦是如此。 当我的忍耐到了极限⋯⋯或者是说，某些人做了某些事情触及到了我的地雷，那我只能说声”对不起“，因为我无法再用以往笑容甚至是包容去面对这些人。在我的字典里，“灰色地带” 从来都不曾占有过我的整个世界。我无法假惺惺地还和不喜欢的人装成像好朋友一样，对不起， 我从来都不适合演戏，更何况这是我的世界、我的真实。 这样的关系也只剩下了尴尬和难堪。 交朋友本来就是以心交心的关系，我并不认为它有多复杂、多难懂。如果是朋友，尽管有什么不满也只会私下和他说一下，而不会背地里捅刀。而当自己对那人有过多不满时，我早已认为那样根本不算什么友情了。所以一直不明白为何会有一种人，能背地里在说他人（也就是他口中的 “朋友”）的坏话／难听的话后，还能笑嘻嘻地在那可怜的 “朋友” 面前装亲密。而那友人还傻傻的，被蒙在鼓里。不仅在这人被众人唾弃时，挺身帮腔、说尽好话，而且还把这人当成里头最最要好的 “朋友”！ 你说，气不气人？！ 那种想说出他的真面目的冲动和不能说的理智不停地在我脑中拔河，剩下的我只能暗自生气、不服。 而我最最不能明白的就是，这个人为何会认为我是 ”好人“，而一直粘着我和另个朋友？好笑的是，他为何不会认为他这些虚伪会让我极度厌恶，而继续在我面前大肆地贬低别人、说他人的不是？ 骂句脏话：靠北啦！ 如果我是好人，这世界上大概也找不到坏人了吧？！有够白目！ 讨厌明明不亲近的人和我装亲密。 讨厌在别人背后捅刀，却还可以和那人装朋友。 讨厌在现实生活中还需要演戏，装疯卖傻。 真的无法容忍了⋯⋯恕我也无法假装没事下去了。 或许有些人这辈子也只仅只是君子之交（淡如水）罢了。 各位小朋友也不要天真了，这世界根本没有所谓的好人！ 天生如此，何必改变。

Rules of game: A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. B) Tag people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the [...]

Hahaha… this quiz is just in time to kill my rotting time at home, despite I still have loads of things to do. *coughs guiltily* But oh wells… HAHA! Instructions:Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list. list them [...]

背着你读书 背着你写字 你再不会责备 我不够用功 背着你伤痛 伤痛关于我的快乐 背着你沉默 背着你穿洞 你再不会让我 看潮起潮落 我的爱竟不翼而飞 但回忆 供我在夜里消费 无所谓 当泪都成灰 背着你得到一些时间 当泪都化成一片灰 背着你我按停了时间 Sometimes, I just feel like shutting myself away from my mother. And this feeling sort of escalates into a worse situation these days. =\ I used to think that I can’t live without my family, but then come to think again… I actually don’t really need anyone. Especially someone who live with me for [...]

Anyone wants to see how my hair looks like now? After it got a uber short cut. haha. I think it’s the shortest hair I have cut in my life!!! >_

Lalalala~~~ It has been quite a busy week with interesting events. Went to tour a local CG advertisement company with the girls on Wednesday and we really have a good experience and better knowing of how they work and etc. It’s really a fruitful trip and the person-in-charge gave us some good advice. Haha. I personally [...]