it’s been a long time since I…

I guess I am someone who thinks a lot. Like I have excess-thinking-symdrom til the point my friends commented that I think too much and too deep. It must be in the genes right? You see, no matter how big or small the number of friends I have, I always feel lonely to be honest. I am not saying my friends are poor friends, but sometimes it is hard to click with them. I don’t speak entertainment, movies, songs or celebrities. I speak topics like world events, politicians, literature, history and a bit of medical facts/findings. I remembered Dad telling me how different people were grouped in different levels of a pyramid. At the base, you have all the common topics, like celebs, pop culture etc. Then on the second level, you start to have more deeper issues, like world events, history, literature, politics etc. On the third level, you may start on even deeper and more specific topic, like as if it was something you are naturally able to talk about.. maybe the economic market or politics? Finally on the upmost level, the pinnacle, you are like a professional expert on any deep topic. Dad said maybe I was in the second level, while most of my friends are at the base. Which I got to agree, this is really the reason why I just don’t click at times with my peers. Ever since I entered poly and study microeconomics, I really enjoyed talking with my microecons tutor about world events. It is like finally I have someone other than my parents, that I can talk to about deep issues. I guess I am uniquely me Dad also told me that in time to come, people would slowly consult you with whatever you are more knowledgeable. I really see that happening to me now. I am actually finding it easier to just talk about world events when I am asked. I guess I am just me I love myself Anyways, enough self analysis for the day (I am super aware that my friends are reading my blog hhahahahha, so check in tomorrow for a new post :P), so I am just going to sleep. Just now I watched a movie on TV, and it has been a long time since I have done that. The many chaos of poly-which-is-as-good-as-university life is wearing me out, but I am just going alone the tide. Why fight it when you don’t even have the strength to ?