pained.

Just now I did a clay mask on my pimply face. Don’t think it is a luxury, my dear friends. It is a neccesity. For the past few days, my pimples have become inflamed, til the point they were causing much pain to me. I was not able to smile or make facial expressions without feeling the acute pain of my skin. Mum bought the tea-tree oil products from The Body Shop, cause she knows I have a problem with Doctor’s acne antibiotics. My whole list of medical problems would only cause me to suffer more if I were to take the antibiotics. So this few months, I have been trying to stick to NATURAL. I mean since I was 7, I have been like depending medicine to solve my medical problems. Like I had a jab when I was 7 to control my allergies. And mum was like telling me she thinks that the jab was of steriods. OMG, steriods at 7!?!?!? Then, many years later, I have like so many medicine. I just want to be full of drugs. So I have been seriously trying to stick to NATURAL products to solve this sudden outburst of my pimples. HONESTLY, I feel pretty _______________ (fill in the blanks with whatever you can imagine me saying). I took so freaking long just to make my face near perfect. And this happens …. Dad is insisting I eat my antibiotics, but I HAVE ENOUGH OF STUPID DRUGS!! I really want to detox myself man x.x And one of the mini volcanoes just erupted. Lava in the form of haemoglobin-contained blood, oozing out. And it is still bleeding man. I wanted to take a photo of the tissue, but felt disgusted, since it is relatively bloody x.x Sighs.