scared.

I don’t know if today is like “scare-steffi” day, but I have and am experiencing 2 scares. Erm kinda awkard on how to say my 2 scares are.. Okay, on with the easier scare to say. My computer is acting totally weird. Like just now, I switched on my computer and everything was totally gone. Really. As though my hard disk or something crashed totally, with no information in my computer at all. Switched it off and on again and my computer is up back to normal. So that is my first scare. Tomorrow my mum and I will buy my own hard disk, cause I want to have my own individual hard disk to save up 3 years of studies =) Some information is also quite confidential too. Okay on to second scare: ***Please note that this is a really shocking thing. If you don’t want to read it, please don’t. Cause it is currently quite stressful to me*** I don’t know how to mention this. I really don’t. Here it goes: There is this small painful lump on my body. Kinda scaring me. More specifically, it is on my bra line or something. I know, my first thought was whether I am a young victim-to-be of breast cancer or something. I mean who doesn’t freak out? The weird thing is it is not any higher or lower. It is just between my top and my upper ab. It is just in the centre. And I am scared honestly. Mum is telling me not to worry, of course I might be just purely freaking out, but … I don’t know. Just pray that it will go off okay? And please pray my computer is alright. For the moment, I am just praying that I will be fine.  And I am going to the doctor soon. Well I better just go soon to be sure.