speechless once again
Hmmmmmm… I think people will be very pissed off with me after reading this entry. =\ It’s impossible to force me to talk when I don’t want to, because I will just simply keep quiet and let the atmosphere to be awkward to death. =\ That’s probably one of my ways to get people to shut up though. Hahs. =X And… as I am going to be PMS-ing for the next few days due to monthly girls’ problem, I guess I will just let the situation be as dead as now, cuz I have no energy to act nice now. For some reasons, I am really fussy when it comes to people’s character. And yeah… here’s top 10 (not ranked accordingly). Characteristics I hate: 1] Complaining to me like I am a trash bin (which my mom totally did to me) and gets me overloaded with it. Eventually, the overloading will lead to my burst and then I will just start to stay away from this kind of people. 2] Repeating the same stuff over and over again. It just gets on my nerves, just that I don’t usually say out or show it. 3] Acts like they know me well. Cuz I swear! NO ONE ever knows me, even myself. 4] Try to control me. Well, literally. 5] Tell me things that is totally NONE OF MY BUSINESS. *roll eyes* 6] Jump into conclusions when they don’t even know what REALLY happened. 7] Say sorry after they hurt others deeply (i.e. isolating them). It’s pretty useless actually, I will just stay a bit of distance away from these people and lead my own life. 8] Acts like they’re my good friend when we’re just… normal acquaintances. Obviously friends don’t usually get courteous with each other, I don’t understand why some idiots don’t get it when my distant-ness is so freaking obvious. 9] Bitching A LOT like WTF? 10] NOTHING, I just can’t click with them naturally. I really don’t want to be like this but I just don’t want to face the confrontations that I wouldn’t be able to answer. I just want to keep quiet and lead my life, what’s so wrong about it? AND YEA, I AM ESCAPING BASICALLY. Blehx. I feel so tired about these and I really don’t like people guilt-trapping me. And yeah… I am kinda pissed off when people thinks that I MUST be nice and kind, which is like… O_O wth is wrong with you! WHERE THE HELL DID YOU SEE THE ANGEL WINGS ON ME??? *roll eyes* The wings just belong to the devil who’s disguised in me. PLEASE ERASE THE HALO IN UR MIND, I AM NOT AT ALL A HOLY SAINT. Tell me what’s supposed to be right and what’s supposed to be wrong? Sorry that I just can’t understand, seriously. I thought this is my life, my thoughts and my decisions. EMO MODE.